You deserve the world

Every time I look into your eyes, 

I realise - You deserve the world,

Every time I think about you,

I realise- You are my world.

I want to hold your hand,

Take you far away,

Some place beyond the land,

Some place where the sunset’s in the ocean, 

Flowing with the waves.

Every time I look into your eyes,

I realise - You deserve the world,

Every time I think about you,

I realise- You are my world.

I would be lost without you,

It would be a storm in the ocean,

Where waves will rise &

Dashing into white foam on the shore,

It will be a dark night with the thunderstorm,

Where there is pain, misery & no heaven.

Every time I look into your eyes,

I realise- You deserve the world,

Every time I think about you,

I realise- You are my world.

You are my secret!

My only desire!

You are my illicit fantasies!

You are my precious sapphire!

I want to hug you where the rainbow ends,

Where the Goddess celebrates a contract of true love,

Where the Goddess of rainbow wants Ceres to appear at Juno’s wish,

I want to hold you in my arms, look at the sky when the sun shimmer on the hazy day,

Sun cascading on our face with a brimming glow.

I see our love sparkles,

Like millions of fireflies,

Wondrously flying on a hazy day,

How beautifully deceptive,

Yet mythologically true. 

Every time I look into your eyes,

I realise- You deserve the world,

Every time I think about you,

I realise- You are my world.

You

You are the one,

Without whom my life would have been none,

I would have been sitting in dark & my newfound happiness wouldn’t had begin,

I was in the darkness but you showed me the sun,

I know without you the battle with myself I would have never won,

You brought me back to life when all I wanted was to run.

You did everything for me as a friend,

I hope this journey of ours never come to an end,

All the love, hugs and kisses sealed in an envelope & for you I will send,

Our new bond “more than a friend” haha! will be a new relationship trend.

I know you certainly aren’t in lack of people who love you,

But for me this is all very new,

I hope your feeling for me are true,

Cause you know I am not good at judging people too,

I acknowledge previously I was ugly and in the blue,

Maybe I am dumb, stupid & pathetic in maths but I am loyal and people like me are very few.

You are in my life and I am grateful,

You know I am not hateful,

For you I will always be faithful,

And I promise the time you spending on me will never be wasteful,

I will always be thankful.

Unsaid Promises

I know you never made promises,

I know we never talked about eternity,

But I always saw a glimpse of it in your eyes,

I always felt the promises of growing old together when you touched me,

Every time I was in your arms wrapped around, you made so many unsaid promises

All those promises were false

I know you never said them but I saw them in your eyes, in your touch

Was those touches were all lies

Or I was wrong all the time

I was believing in what was a mere dream

Was I- the one who felt all those feelings?

Or I was just dumb headed to believe in your eyes rather than listening those words

What do you mean ?

Feeling of wholesome with you was also a lie

Those many unsaid emotions in your eyes were so easy to disappear that it vanished in an eyelash blink

What is it- tell me, Was I, was the only person in love

Was I the only one who left all those unsaid promises.

Never missed you

I don’t miss you
I miss us
I miss our late night conversations
Those bewitching deep talks
Underneath which we became one soul shared by two flawless bodies

You were so amazing with words every time we spoke it made me feel all new
We talked about everything and we talked about nothing, we were falling for love & it was our clue

We laughed
We joked
We cried
We healed
Our broken pieces were put together
But we were together

Now that the moment's gone
We sit apart and love mourns
You were there with me dusk till dawn
We were the perfect garden with many blooming flowers
But now-
We are summer grass in the lawn.

I never missed you
I miss us
I miss our conversations
Those little beautiful late night talks.

Unlove

I don’t love you anymore,
It doesn’t mean I hate you.

It’s just that I murdered my feelings,
Yes, I am a Murderer, 
I am a killer, 
I am a dead writer, 
Though once I was a lover. 

Now there is only empty space, 
There isn’t any chase, 
Chase for Love, 
Chase for Happiness,
Chase for Vehemence,
I am out of Benevolence.

I did loved you then,
I tried loving you again, 
Today I am awaken, 
My heart is not weaken, 
Though it is awake from the slumber,
A heart filled with love now full of poison.

I count my days, 
That past in haze, 
I am beautiful dead bouquet, 
Waiting to be buried & turned to dust. 

Alas!
You succeeded in making me unlove you,
All the hard times you put me through,
But my feelings for you were never untrue,
I was never important of which had no clue,
But former me is now dead and I am all new,
But you have lost me and the love for you,
Still I don’t hate you.

A body with an empty soul.

A body with an empty soul,
World didn't accepted whom as whole,
Mind and heart aren't in control,
A desolated heart whose rhythm was stole.

My world was stormed with sorrow,
Pierced my body with bow and arrow,
From love, abundant pain ‘I borrow’,
Yet living in the false hope of better tomorrow.

Darkness fortified my soul,
Misery was as my dole,
I was never loved only left with condole,
I wanted to hide myself in a larva like a tadpole.

I am a carcass,
And this destructive life is ceaseless,
Entirely filled with blackness,
As if I'm a tragic play’s actress.

Waiting for the steed,
Who will take me away from this bleak,
Will rejoice under the tree in the cold breeze,
In my heart all that love will freeze.

Now from this life I'm done,
Lost all the hope, now has none.
Waiting for the bright sun,
One day my new life will begin.

War

 A body lying by my side,
Fire everywhere and no place to hide.

A feeling of fear, 
People are here but not near.

When everything was fine,
My house was completely mine.

Birds were chirping, 
School bells were ringing. 

Postman delivering letters, 
The days were better.

A soldier came to me,
Said “Peace be with you”

How ironic yet true,
He was all drenched in blood,
We both were sitting in mud.

Again I was there, where!
Guns and bombs, no place for love here.

The soldier still sitting by my side,
In his mind, photos of his wife appearing in slide.

He is remembering his old happy days,
With a bomb blast it all fades.

I can hear all sorts of voices,
But none was pleasing and nice,
Voices of shouting,
Voices of dying,
There are even voices of crying,
With a heavy cadence of praying. 

Where is earth’s Cordelia?
A dead girl by my side her name was Liya,
Went in my past, 
Remembering each day pass.

I remember the girl now who is dead,
Liya- All life to taste, she used to add.

Every moment enjoying,
As tomorrow is never coming!

I guess she was right,
Everything changed in one night.

Tip...tip...tip...! I can hear dropping sound of blood,
I came back still I was there in mud. 

But now the young soldier wasn’t by my side, 
For him now there was no place to hide.

One bullet straight through his head,
And he was away from all the fears and pain for once in all,
How young he was,
How charming when I saw.

But now he is dead,
Dead like all the other deaths.

Blood to blood his blood blend,
Now I know this has no end.